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Hungry!
I can't believe how hungry I am. I feel like I'm eating all the time. Really, it reminds me of my first trimester being pregnant. All the time slightly queasy and tired and hungry. Except if I eat too much then I feel slightly queasy and about to explode.
I had transcendental experiences eating cheddar cheese and tomatoes on Monday and Tuesday. YUM.
Today I almost felt back to mostly normal. I know I sound really sure there. I was only a little tired and queasy. Zoom and I took the branches we got with our Christmas tree and made wreaths. It's nice to feel mostly normal and energetic.
I hate the shots. I have to give myself one every night, and I feel this feeling of dread when the sun starts to set. I never minded them before. I think it's something about sticking the needle in myself. Sigh. Tonight was a little better though. Only 5 more days to go and then I get a few days off!
Since I was feeling better, I got out the schedule they gave me last Friday. It turns out they didn't tell me things exactly- When I'm done with the bi-weekly "AC" treatments, not only are the Paclitaxel "T" every week, each cycle is 3 weeks not 2. Which means I'm not done until mid April instead of mid March. That is depressing. I don't know what to do about teaching. Should I take the whole fuzzing semester off? How can I possibly do that? Am I going to feel like crap for 12 weeks with no breaks? Ugh. I just emailed my doctor. Who knows, maybe he'll have something useful for me....
I had transcendental experiences eating cheddar cheese and tomatoes on Monday and Tuesday. YUM.
Today I almost felt back to mostly normal. I know I sound really sure there. I was only a little tired and queasy. Zoom and I took the branches we got with our Christmas tree and made wreaths. It's nice to feel mostly normal and energetic.
I hate the shots. I have to give myself one every night, and I feel this feeling of dread when the sun starts to set. I never minded them before. I think it's something about sticking the needle in myself. Sigh. Tonight was a little better though. Only 5 more days to go and then I get a few days off!
Since I was feeling better, I got out the schedule they gave me last Friday. It turns out they didn't tell me things exactly- When I'm done with the bi-weekly "AC" treatments, not only are the Paclitaxel "T" every week, each cycle is 3 weeks not 2. Which means I'm not done until mid April instead of mid March. That is depressing. I don't know what to do about teaching. Should I take the whole fuzzing semester off? How can I possibly do that? Am I going to feel like crap for 12 weeks with no breaks? Ugh. I just emailed my doctor. Who knows, maybe he'll have something useful for me....